Today we are at 38+4... I had a doctor's appointment, I had no contractions on the NST, nor did I have a pelvic exam, but there was dilation there. I couldn't sleep all night until morning, I was so scared of the pelvic exam that I couldn't sleep at all as if I was going to give birth But believe me, I wasted my sleep for nothing, I wish I had slept comfortably. It was just a quick check and no pain or different feeling, my doctor was talking to me at the same time and I didn't even understand what happened. Then, during the routine check, he said that the baby was large for its week and that I was not suitable for normal delivery. Although I was shocked, I was confused about what to say. My husband continued, he talked and arranged everything and gave April 4th as the date for the cesarean section. I don't know whether to be happy or sad, I don't even know what to feel.