I went out this morning to give birth, but I couldn't get in because we couldn't pay the money. I'm 37+5. I couldn't sleep until morning. My doctor told me not to eat anything after 12, and I didn't eat. I was waiting with so much excitement that I cried with happiness at night, but now I'm so bad that I can't be mad at anyone. We got up from there and went to the state hospital, but they didn't take me there either. They said I would have to do it normally. I said my bones haven't developed yet, I can't do it. They said we can't do a birth according to your wishes. Right now, I imagined my baby in my arms. I wish these birth fees were a little more affordable, and believe me, the state hospital is 1 and a half hours away from my house, while the private hospital is only 7 minutes away by walking.